i wanted to post the lyrics of shan hu hai. but then it occurred to me that it's chinese/han yu pin yin. so i see no point in that. lol.

anyways i slept at 4am yesterday/today. and was up at 8.45 rushed through my chinese and english homework. and watched lizzie mcguire and that's so raven. lol.

and then my tutor came, well she's late. for ten minutes and tuition dragged on for another 20 mins. when i'm suppose to end tuition on time so that i've got time to prepare and leave for English tuition on time. damn. she's so slow sometimes. nvm. anyways i made her teach me how to write proper ''bao zhang du hou gan'' cause i've been failing miserably. and my chinese is so... sigh. lets not go into chinese. i've given up on chinese.

lol. today my dad fetched me home from tuition and then i told him i don't wanna go to australia. cause i like good ol' singapore! haha! and he's so nice he respected my decisions and all. but i told him if i do badly for my o's then i'll go overseas lor.

and he was speaking to me in chinese and i was replying in english. lol.

i was looking through my prelim math papers for mr K and like i scored a pathetic 26/80 for the VS paper. wth. nvm!! this is just march. i'll pass with flying colours when may comes. -hopefully.

hmmm, i can't wait for SNOW. it's speedlight night of worship. lol. today after dinner i was running round the house just singing that salvation song. lol. i dont know, the thought of snow makes me even more excited. and im gonna bring a friend! =) *pats self*

ok nvm! i've been so lame nowdays. and my emotions have been oscillating so much that i can feel so happy one moment and feel so so sad the next. and then feel ever so happy after that. as if my endorphins are released as and when they want to.

i'll post an email i got from ben. i liked it. =)
maybe you've got it. but no harm reading it.

Something interesting I found in my mailbox. Thought I'd forward it
for food for thought. Good story anyhow.



This has a thought provoking message no matter how you believe.
Does evil exist?

The university professor challenged his students with this
question. Did God create everything that exists?
A student bravely replied yes, he did!"
"God created everything?" The professor asked.
"Yes, sir," the student replied.

The professor answered, "If God created everything, then God
created evil since evil exists, and according to the principal that
our works define who we are then God is evil."
The student became quiet before such an answer.


The professor was quite pleased with himself and boasted to the
students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was
a myth.


Another student raised his hand and said, "Can I ask you a question
professor?" "Of course", replied the professor. The student stood
up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?"


"What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never
been cold?" The students snickered at the young man's question.


The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According
to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the
absence of heat. Everybody and every object is susceptible to study
when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or
matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (- 460 degrees F) is
the total absence of heat; all matter becomes inert and incapable
of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We have
created this word to describe how we feel if we have too little
heat.


The student continued. "Professor, does darkness exist?"


The professor responded, "Of course it does".


The student replied, "Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does
not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light.
Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact we can use Newton's
prism to break white light into many colors and study the various
wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple
Ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it.
How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the
amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term
used by man to describe what happens when there is no light
present."

Finally the young man asked the professor. "Sir, does evil exist?"
Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course as I have
already said. We see it every day. It is in the daily example of
Man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and
violence everywhere in the world. "These manifestations are nothing
else but evil."
To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least
it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God.
It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to
describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is not
like faith, or love, that exist just as does light and heat. Evil
is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love
present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is
no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light."
The professor sat down.
The young mans name --- Albert Einstein

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